Dead Crown Worse Than Death (feat. Aidan Holmes)
[Intro: Kendall Johns]
We both made mistakes
Wish I could tell you how I feel
Being honest, living with this is starting to feel
Worse than death
There's nothing worse than death
[Verse 1: Kendall Johns]
Nothing but silence when we're alone in a room
Wish you were there for me, wish I was there for you
Never choked up, yeah, we got nothin' to prove
We both got too much pride to ask each other how it do
If we could take it back, I wonder if we would
'Cause were one in the same, feeling misunderstood
Fighting
When you were step-in to me and I was step-in to you
Lightly
But this shit was passed down to you to, a cycle of abuse
If we could live again, would it ever end?
Forever doubted
[Verse 2: Aidan Holmes]
Here we go again, how the f..ck can I prove
When I look in that goddamn mirror and all I see is you?
There is no fear in me, you know that is true
We got the same f..cking genes, there's no fear in you too
Shit, raise your hands to me
Be the man of the house like he wanted you to be
Shit, raise your hands to me
Be the man of the house like he wanted you to be
[Verse 3: Kendall Johns]
Nothing but silence, now we're alone in a room
But I could never live to tell all the shit you put me through
You'd probably say the same, I would never take that from you
But we'll both just say nothin', 'cause that's what happy families do
f..ck it
[Bridge: Kendall Johns]
If we could see back then
Would we see the end?
Would you lower a fist?
Would you make amends?
And if I'm keepin' this real
Living with this feels
Worse than death
[Outro: Kendall Johns]
Worse than death, drinkin' alone in my room
Wishin' you were there for me, wishin' I was there for you
Got me choked up, what were we tryna prove?
In the end we both play the game, in the end we both lose
