Clowns These Veins
Well, I told a lie today
I didn't want to, but it's better this way
I swear to God that I'll try and make it better soon
Cos in this interlude in my life
I'm struggling to know what's real
Other than stupidity's my cancer and unfortunately I'm terminal
Now I've got bad blood
So here's that karma that I was owed
A shock to the system that keeps me afloat
Knew it was coming, but I didn't think so soon
We wanna ruin our lives
There's nothing better to do
But after all this I've put myself through
I've got bad blood
Running through these veins (Running through these veins)
Too many false warnings from the failed test
Now sitting in my self-inflicted mess
I got bad blood running through these veins
Unconscious here to the public and their judging eyes
Your familiar voice brings me back to it
And all I can say is I didn't want to gather dust on the shelf
While I was searching for the most fun ways for me to end myself
We wanna ruin our lives
There's nothing better to do
But after all this I've put myself through
I've got bad blood
Running through these veins (Running through these veins)
All these messed up nights and useless days
Now the only thing to show for the fault in my ways
Is I got bad blood running through these, oh, veins
I think I've come to a realisation
Through this wave of munt and hallucination
It's that if I don't ease on the acceleration
I'm gonna lose control and take people out with me
It's easy in this life to forget that we're mortal
And that we're here for a fraction of a blink of time too
We've all been spoiled with the gift of life and if you can't appreciate it don't worry you'll be gone soon
I'm trying hard to make myself worth something but I always seem to make myself less than I am
So f..cken oath I'll sleep with my demons cos I don't wanna see your face again
Well I got bad blood running through these veins
Running through these veins
Cause I got bad blood
Cause I got bad blood
Running through these veins
We wanna ruin our lives
There's nothing better to do
But after all this I've put myself through
I've got bad blood
Running through these veins