Cheap Sober Scarred
My scarred life like sharp knives and bar fights
I can't fly away, I can't laugh right
I try to locate where my faith falls on a dark night
But all my days seem to just pass by
I ask why but I never get an answer
Hard times all they wanna give wanna hand ya
I ask nice for a wish but even wishes won't grant ya
A far flight from this cancer
I stand up and I face my demons
Glance up as my weather changes in season
Rand raft riven in shame from the reason
Bad luck is what I blame for the bleeding
So while I'm alive half blind and breathing I wanna spit this tide if you too were grieving
Positive thoughts is a grovelling form on myself just hoping on an offering force self peace but I live in the apocalypse court to high and dangerous I'm wobbling more
I'm rocking on board of this boat full locking it falls with nothing afloat no life jackets it's just us in a hope for a little bit of help on the far south coast
All the sharks know that we're living in hell can't know where they're swimming and slipping with stealth dark cones are like glimmer in the winter with help
Of the flicker is a picture we tell
And in the middle of the littlest shell
Is a bit of the hidden just living in wealth
Listen while I'm spitting this well
Scarred
When I die I know I won't be missed I would have done you all a favour from blokes to chicks
A selfish man and now go a hopeless mist of cigarettes and gin
Be for my potent pig
I wrote you this for a rest in peace
Might as well do it now before you wreck my dreams
You stole my mind form and my self esteem
Like a sky high storm while I felt the freeze
A helpless breeze made it all so simple
Made me realise I'll never see my face with wrinkles
Falling down a hole of hot flames in the ring field
Of thoughts of the days I'll never see ya sequel
I'm hanging from a cliff
Scarred and battered
Waiting to slip
And when I fall I'll be calling this
Scarred and magical actual shit