Buck 65 Tired Out
When I cheated on Sarah I couldn't bring myself to speak I couldn't sleep I couldn't concentrate I was weak I was strangled by guilt my heart was a glass bowl A stone in my throat I acted like an asshole Sick to my stomach knowing I should burn in bed Mad at myself I took it out on her instead Pushing it down Being nice just felt phony Afraid of the phone ringing Not alone but feeling lonely Digging a hole Now that I got a taste I couldn't get rid of it An idiot, what a waste Paranoid and disapointed living in nightmare My every opportunity to wash my hands was right there When I cheated on Sarah There wasn't a star in the sky It was covered in clouds and I started to cry I was cold and I deserved to be Hardened and worthless Windows painted shut Rebel without a purpose Clown smoking cigarettes I think I thought I heard her name Killing time abide my hands waiting for the hurricane I'm tired out Pave the way Too low on gas to save the day Slaves and outlaws Kings and pharohs No Tomorrow Slings and arrows I'm tired out I'm tired out Make the bed Sream loud enough to wake the dead Light a match Break the bread All I can do is shake the head This is what I really am When Sarah found out I cheated on her Everything went to pieces Hachets were dug up My desperate words were meant for Jesus I wanted to die The future wasn't often stable Photographs burnt while I stared at the coffee table A little dog laughed Shaded the ceiling fan Words like broken glass Eye of the storm We passed damage back and forth Cool of her to be so kind She said I made a fool of her I ruined the sand castle Skeleton feeling mourn People were dying now and babies were being born Caught in the headlights The rest of the day coming I pulled at my sleeve while she begged me to say something I'm tired out Pave the way Too low on gas to save the day Slaves and outlaws Kings and pharohs No Tomorrow Slings and arrows I'm tired out I'm tired out Make the bed Sream loud enough to wake the dead Light a match Break the bread All I can do is shake my head This is what I really am
