Paper Punch Out Dreams Lyrics

You told me that your dreams were real you liar
But you said to me one day, you'll be such a star
Ideas inside my head will never bloom because of things I
do to myself
I will fade away for now, forever now, don't try to find
me, I won't be here
I will die one day and come back to this earth and I will
try hard
hopelessness and crying, still semen in my hair
I live with these, I live to please, I feel the end is
near
something clicks as your tongue licks, I surely feel
despair
things were just much better way before you came here