Bright Eyes If Winter Ends
i dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart. with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons as to carry on. into these twisted months ill plunge without a light to follow but i swear that i would follow anything if it would just get me out of here. and so you get six months to adapt and you get two more to leave town and in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around. but I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but I know thats impossible now and so I drink to stay warm and to kill selectred memories cause I just cant think anymore about that or about her tonight. and I give myself three days to feel better or else I swear am driving off a f..cking cliff because if I cant learn to make myself feel better how can I expect anyone else to give a shiiiit and I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me past this dead and eternal snow cause i swear that im dying slowly but its happening and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere just take me there just take me there just take me there and lie to me and say and lie to me and say it's going to be alright its going to be alright yeah you worry too much kid, its going to be alright.
