Blind Ego Numb
How far can I go in this cage I've to stay
The voice in my head says I don't have to care
Tries to convince me I don’t have to change
Far from my reach is the life I'll never attain
All disappears as I scream at the wind
Facing the truth, now my fate has been sealed
The pain is increasing still I can't break free
Blinding light searing my eyes, I can't look away
When I was alive
Something inside had told me
When I was revived
Sombody around approved me
How long is it since all these thoughts crossed my mind
I see all these pictures with unopen eyes
How long am I breathing in this endless shape
Feeling the silence which rules in my head
Getting demented my mind will not die
Inside my head there’s no faith, I’ve run out of time
When I was alive
Something inside had told me
When I was revived
Sombody around approved me
When I'm crucified
Something inside had shown me
I just awoke, the sun is cloaked
Now I'm everything I hate
I can't feel only one notion
Face to face with the truth
In this flash, blood is flowing
I can't live in death or life
I can't see with my eyes open
I feel better when I'm numb
