Blackout Argument Back In Decontrol
Nasty sensation (touching the) depth of my soul.
Embarrassing.
Haven’t been pushed this hard before.
(I feel like) bein played with.
Don’t have the upper hand.
Cannot forsee, still fueled with power.
An almost forgotten experience to linger for something I cannot reach.
Filling me with anger and ambition.
Touching this life without challange.
(Have) been always forced to lead, pushed to decide.
(Now forced to) see things happen.
Prediction - My meality.
It feels good to desire, it feels good to seek.
To really want to have and to not come down with it.