Alter In Mind In My Head
Staring into a ceiling
Thirsty for some feeling
Here comes the pain
And depression again
(Am I insane?)
What is upside down?
This world or me?
I’m begging you
To set me free
So many bad memories
Deep inside my head
I don’t wanna have them here
In my head
A lot happiness
Around me
And so much prettiness
To see
But I can’t give a smile
Oh why?
When everyone is happy
Why can’t I?
I need to fill
The empty place in me
My mind is locked
And you hold a key
So many bad memories
Deep inside my head
I don’t wanna have them here
In my head
A lot happiness
Around me
And so much prettiness
To see
But I can’t give a smile
Oh why?
When everyone is happy
Why can’t I?
A lot of feelings to give
But no feelings to receive
Do I belong in this world?
Who the hell am I? Hidden behind a smile
What the hell is wrong with me?
I’m lost inside my mind
I have no one to die for
Time flows like a sand between my fingers
A lot happiness
Around me
And so much prettiness
To see
But I can’t give a smile
Oh why?
When everyone is happy
Why can’t I?
Happiness around me
Prettiness to see
Can’t give a smile
Everyone is happy
Why can’t I?