Madness appears brutally, Ready to practice on myself!
Slowly I'm loosing my senses, Feeling this atrocious pain, Powerful and so intense, Taking the control of my brain!
As I practice my self-destruction, I'm able to reach my paroxysm! While I, Disembowel my chest, My suicidal attemps has failed!
Eminent destruction of my body, Is this the deliverance I was expecting? Plunging my hands in my stomach... Waiting for the final butchery!
Still continuing my pogrom on myself, Such horrible thing to taste, I'll never reach the end! Am I , blaming myself again! Sinful actions, I'm falling in despair!!!
This terrible thing took my body and my soul!
Butchering my scarful corpse, and drinking my blood! Now I open my torso, Insatisfied I eat my guts! Questionning situation, why I'm still alive? My soul won't leave me, what't the next step to mortality?
Body mutilation, wonded in my cranium, There's no explanation I can't die! Looking at my carcass putrified and maimed, Crucified by my soul, my suicidal attempts have failed!
Slowly I retreive my senses, The heinous pang is now gone... Forced to see this desolating reality, my organs are all around my body!