$uicideboy$ 5 Grand At 8 To 1
[HOOK: OG Worry]
Ain't nobody f..cking with me like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat me like they used to
I just want something real that I'm used to
I just want them to treat me like they...
I just want something real that I'm
[VERSE I: OG Worry]
Went from no one to someone
At least i thought so
Stuck up in a bad dream watching front row
People warning me that everything is gonna change
Never thought that it would be in the worst way
Life going up and down at the same time
Suicidal thoughts creeping up in my mind
Drug dealer pocket reaping all the benefits
Only thing i f..cking had to get me through this shit
I been stripped of all I had, man
Lost relations with me dad
Damn
Lost relations with the fam
Damn
Lost touch of who i am
Sad
I'm out seeking peace like I'm seeking air to breathe
Pray to a god that I never thought I would believe
Grant me serenity for all the things I cannot change
Wisdom to know that I can ain't the same
[HOOK: Maire de Gras Ville]
Ain't nobody f..cking with me like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so i scooped you
I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat me like they used to
I just want something real that I'm used to
I just want them to treat me like they...
I just want something real that I'm
[VERSE II: Maire de Gras Ville]
All my life I been waiting 'till the time right
Waiting for that shade of light to make me shine bright
Day turn to night
Yeah, weeks turn to months
Wishing i could press that pause button just once
Hiding in the back tryna catch up to the front
Everything I lack I'll make up for it when i stunt
More bitches
More money
More drugs
More honeys
More stuff the more I want it
More I feel I'm f..cking stuck
(I get by)
Going through the motions
f..cking barely even growing
(i get high)
Hiding all of my emotions
Never change
I'm stuck
Posted
(i get by)
What a lame excuse to keep doing what i do
(I get high)
Wasting my shine and that's the f..cking truth
