Yellopain Last Time
Ran away again
I can't keep running from the world
And I know I said that the last time
But this time really is the last time
I know you probably don't know me
"yeah and I'm really not trying to"
But I always had my eye on you
Just wanna let you know I'm proud of you
Most people call me the world
But I like to go by reality
And the reason you do all that shit to yo body because you supposedly mad at me
I love it how you only think about you and the shit that go into yo body
I love how you better at feeding addiction than givin yo children a mommy
Yeah, I love that shit
Welcome to the world!
This is what you wanted I'm guessing
You do what you wanna do get what I give you but you don't get none of yo blessings
400 years of oppression, I made the Africans suffer one after another
I made it storm in new Orleans I gave them Katrina all you heard was crackling thunder
I done sold crack to yo mother, remember back when I let Hitler round up all the jews
If I done let all of that happen back then do you really think I give a f..ck about you? Huh? I love it how you blame the world for all yo problems
I thank you for puttin yo personal struggle ahead of your daughters
So I brought her wit me, right in front of you I want you to witness
All she wanted was yo love and attention
All you gave her was yo f..ckin addiction!
Now you bouta see me unload the weapon first I gotta cock it back
"what the f..ck?!"
Get the f..ck back I don't want you to try to come save her cuz you're not capable of that
Look at how you react
Like you love her and shit
Like you don't choose gettin a fix over givin yo daughter a mother and shit
"you don't know how much I love her I tried to get better and I do as much as I can!"
I know you love but once you give her to the world it might just put a gun to her head
"I wont give up on her please! don't hurt my daughter I love her just give her a chance"
Haha, you can't ask the world for a chance, what the f..ck is wrong wit you?
You gotta make a decision
Either you choose to be present or choose yo addiction
"I didn't choose it, it chose me"
You say that you love her then show me
See every parent with addiction is a child gettin whatever the world give them
You wanna protect her?
You gotta do better
Ran away again
I can't keep running from the world
And I know I said that the last time
But this time really is the last time
If I walk away
There's so much to lose
So much to face if I stay
And I know I said that last time
But this time really I the last time