Willow Wisp The Hurting
I turned to her and held her hand
Don't tell me nothing's wrong
I can see the tears in her eyes
I know she's hurting
I never meant to hurt her
Sometimes it happens
But does she even care
That I hurt inside as well
Why did I have to fall in love again
And why does it have to f..ck with my mind so much
And why does my heart have to ache so much for her
And why can't I be as cold as her
And I hold her in my arms
I look into her eyes
I can see here soul
I know she loves me
And if she really loves me
She'll let me know I'm needed
And that I matter too
And I'm the only one she loves
I stand here tonight in my moonlit darkness
With my blade in my hand
I feel the coldness of the steel
As it cuts my flesh
I watch in the mirror as I bleed
For tonight I bleed for myself
And nobody else
For I know deep in my heart
That no physical pain could ever compare
To the hurting I feel each and every day
