Until I Wake Reasons
[Verse 1]
I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second
I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking
I'm so impatient and I know I need to stop and listen
I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it
I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings
Yeah I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing
I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression
What will it take to finally say "I've learned my lesson"
[Chorus]
A feeling that's in my bones
There's sеcrets I'll never know
[Verse 2]
Your mind is vacant, in a placе that is so nihilistic
Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim
You cannot change and I know fate has made up its decision
I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in
[Pre-Chorus]
But I can't let go
(I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it)
I can't get close
(I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression)
[Chorus]
A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close
[Instrumental Break]
[Outro Chorus]
A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close
(I can't get close)
