Torchure Depressions
Empty mind I'm in a dead end
Solitude- is now all lost?
Left here alone to find my way
My present life- an only frost
What's the sense for my existence?
I've got to know my destiny
Which is the way I have to go?
Where's the right place for me to be?
I fear the future
More disillusions
Is suicide my only chance?
I've lost the strength to face reality
My "precious" life has lost its sense
In my head everything is spinning
Pictures of lost days rush past
I can't take a clear decision
'cause my next choice may be my last
Now I sit here, alone with myself
And can't find a reason to carry on
I utter my silent cry for help
Which noone perceives because there is none
Forlorn in emotions
Confused and despaired
No joy of this being, my life beneath
I've gotta make my decision alone with myself
To continue with life or to cease it...
With death!
With death!