Staten Solace
I woke up without you again
You left your imprint in my bed
I woke up without you again
You're the love I'll remember
And I'm the mess you'll forget
It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car
It was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark
You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands
And I told you everything you needed to hear, understand
That I loved you more, I loved you so much more
Than you could ever comprehend
You could've broken my spine
I'd still try to make amends
I saw it hurt you more than it
Could ever damage me
God damn me for ever
Thinking that you could change
My fault, the melodies
You used to sing are
Memories that haunt me
When I dream or when I'm barely wide awake
How'd you f..ck me up so badly
That I moved to another state?
Took a flight all by myself
Where the heat resembles hell
I'll do this on my own
I don't need someone else
To fix all of my problems
I got it, please don't help
Can't tell me my feeling's invalid
If it's what I felt
But I'm cautious
Cause of all this
Anxiety that I bottled
My apartment
It's haunted
Not the bottle again
I can't stop this
Need solace
I'm a monster
Blind eye for
A pill at the bottom
I'll ration my medicine
Crush it and snort the end
Losing my mind again
Losing myself again
Wake up alone, wake up alone
Never want to fall asleep without you
Wake up alone, wake up alone
Never want to fall in love without you
Drink by myself, f..ck up my health
Never want to fall asleep without you
Losing the cause now that you're gone
Never want to fall in love without you