Solace In Exile Somebody Else
Lyrics and music by Michael Lambeth
Can’t clear the thoughts through my head, something in my heart that won’t accept, disappointment and regret.
Can’t help the anger in my mind, the lonely frustration’s of desire,
False hopes I didn’t see, self intentions you didn’t mean.
The realisation of my hurt, questioning my self worth,
Would it help if I were someone else?
It may have worked if you could only see,
Qualities you couldn’t see, false hopes I didn’t see, jaded thoughts and apathy.
Disappointment possesses me,
Rejection and disbelief,
A happy ending I cannot see.
Something in my heart that can’t quite accept,
Your apathy and indifference.
‘May have worked if you could only see, things in common and personality,
Another lifetime could have been.
What you wanted I could never be, jadedness and imagery,
Real friendship you deny me,
With your convenient lies and dishonesty!
Disappointment possesses me, rejection and irony,
Self intentions you didn’t mean.
Something in my heart that can’t quite accept,
Your apathy and indifference.
Thought you said you felt close to me?
Angry now, I feel I’m deceived.
Cannot look me now in the eyes, your vagueness I despise.
Cannot look me now in the eyes, I look at you but you pass me by,
My desperation I can’t abide, now I see love is blind!
Disappointment possesses me,
Rejection and disbelief,
A happy ending I cannot see.
Something in my heart that can’t quite accept,
Your apathy and indifference.
