Scotty Apex Helpless
[Hook]
I don't know if anyone can really help me
I just know that I'm feeling like I'm helpless
When I'm in my mind, want to blow it, I show it
I try to numb the pain until I'm floating, I know it
Break me, then save me, no you can't erase me
I'm raging, unfazed, yeah, go ahead and fake me
Or take me, far to a place on the moon
Hide inside my room, baby, tell me what to do
If you notice
[Verse]
I fill up my lungs until my body feel like floating
I picked up the pieces to my past, and still I'm broken
Why is it so hard for me to feel like I can open
But I keep on going, Never stop, I'm nеver slowing
Look inside my eyеs, you can tell that I'm dead
I can't disguise, I can't hide, I'm a mess
I hear all your lies in the night, in my head
I can't go outside, I'll just lie in my bed
I searched all my life, but I couldn't find a purpose
Still ain't took my life, can't decide if it's worth it
My anxiety, got me feeling hella' nervous
I can't heal the pain that I face, that I'm cursed with
[Hook]
I don't know if anyone can really help me
I just know that I'm feeling like I'm helpless
When I'm in my mind, want to blow it, I show it
I try to numb the pain until I'm floating, I know it
Break me, then save me, no you can't erase me
I'm raging, unfazed, yeah, go ahead and fake me
Or take me, far to a place on the moon
Hide inside my room, baby, tell me what to do
If you notice
[Verse]
If I'm jumping off the edge, and I fall
Would you save my life, Would you catch me in your arms
I only want to help you, know I never want to harm
Self destructive habits, yeah I guess that's my charm
I don't even know what's worse
Lying inside my hearse, or living this life I'm cursed with
Demons stay on my nerves
I'm getting what i deserve
I'm getting high off this earth
Hoping i numb my hurt
Tell me where to go
You're the only one that ever gave he hope
All them feelings that I'm scared to give or show
I'm so scared to keep on living so alone
When you're the only one that ever felt like home
[Hook]
I don't know if anyone can really help me
I just know that I'm feeling like I'm helpless
When I'm in my mind, want to blow it, I show it
I try to numb the pain until I'm floating, I know it
Break me, then save me, no you can't erase me
I'm raging, unfazed, yeah, go ahead and fake me
Or take me, far to a place on the moon
Hide inside my room, baby, tell me what to do
If you notice
