Sarah Mary Chadwick Me And Ennui Are Friends, Baby
Me and Ennui are friends, baby
I'm scared of dying but that
Won't stop me trying
Tried to end it all, I'd not tried lately
August 11 2019
And I didn't call my mum
‘Cause I hate that bitch
And I didn't call my dad
‘Cause the phone don't reach where he is
But I called my friend Tim
I'd do anything for that kid
On the way to stay alive I asked the guy his job
He said, ‘A Paramedic'
Death comes first, don't wanna talk about the break up
Or the other break up
Spend my money on my makeup
Working on my body, wrap my crazy like a package
Who could've known
How broke the wreckage
And maybe I should chill out on blaming my parents
Forgiveable at 25, it's not cute at 37
But maybe I'll just pour my soul into another few songs
The only time that I feel real
The only time I don't feel wrong
And I miss love, I can hear it crashing like waves
On a warm beach where the air is kisses and everybody's saved
And I wish I never put myself in all this danger
Perhaps I'll meet Safety and we'll shake hands and he won't be a stranger
