October 13th 1998. Lyrics

Red Letter Day October 13th 1998.

Who knew seventeen would end like this.
Lies and promises broken.
Since the day you left I can't stop screaming,
I'm on the floor crawling to my...
Knees please Ms. Misery.
Don't do this to me today.
And now you're sending me these letters.
Hoping that I feel better.

But the truth is I'm too scared to tell you how I feel.
Who knew seventeen would end like this.
Lies and promises broken.
Since the day you left I can't stop screaming,
I'm on the floor my heart stopped beating.
The rain outside has been pounding for days,
And I'm wishing to God that I had something to say.
But wishing is empty just like you've shown me.
Through your words I guess you don't know me at all.
I will never drive I-57 downtown on a sunday,
Ever we won't be forever I guess this is goodbye.