R.lum.r Right Here
I know I miscomprehend
And lie to my common sense
And run if my feet touch the floor
It's easier to pretend
I'm stronger than all my friends
Than tell them I've never been less sure
And I start to think "if only"
I could be someone else
Blueprint the perfect person
And build them inside my cells
I don't wanna be somebody
Who's given up on themselves
It's easier said than done but
I know I've got help
All I know is I have never known that much
But I know that I'm not ever giving up
I wanna make sure that you can hear
You can be greater than what you fear
All I know is all I really need is love
And I got it right here
I got it right here
The future still blurs and blends
The "what if's" and "might have beens"
And looks a little worse than what's real
It rarely ever comes true
And I shouldn't be confused
So why is this still how this feels?
Well most times I over edit
The bad thoughts become ideal
My brain knows they're hypothetic
But my heart doesn't know what's real
I don't want to be somebody
Who never can be himself
It's easier said than done but
I know I've got help
All I know is I have never known that much
But I know that I'm not ever giving up
I wanna make sure that you can hear
You can be greater than what you fear
All I know is all I really need is love
And I got it right here
I got it right here
Not giving up, no
Not giving up
Too much I love here
Too much I love
Not giving up, no
Not giving up
Too much I love here
Too much I love
All I know is I have never known that much
But I know that I'm not ever giving up
I wanna make sure that you can hear
You can be greater than what you fear
All I know is all I really need is love
And I got it right here
I got it right here
