Patterns Of Decay Llama Lobotomy
Almost midnight and these walls seem to speak
Is it ghosts or am I finally breaking down?
Can't you see I'm not breathing?
Can't you feel my heart not beating?
Can't you see I'm not breathing?
Can't you feel my heart not beating?
Shock this system and resuscitate me
Never mind the lack of bleeding
There's nothing to keep it pumping
I'm not even a human being
I'm just repeating old routines
Automatic, just a machine
Flip the switch and let me dream
This has become my only release
OH!
You don't know
What I think of when I'm all alone
You don't know
The reasons that I shake at night
You don't know
The desolation rising in me
You don't know
That this life scares the shit out of me!
I let it out
I let it out
I let it out
Just to drown them out
"So take the pills,
It'll be better tomorrow"
At least that's what they say
Keep believing that lie
I've become such a wretch!
And now the morning creeps on in
Another day that just wont forget me