Otep Blowtorch Nightlight
I've slept in the depths
Of the devil's bed
I've risen from the prison
In my head
To find you
To find you
Waiting to be fed
To find you
To find you
The one who made me sick
I'll find you
Eyes
White & blind as a spider's egg
Alabaster bones
A house
Burned in a clearing
Forest for miles along the slope
The way you shape
This world of hate
You make
Me f..cking crazy
You make me f..cking crazy
Blinding cold
& casket black
A river flows somewhere below
I stood in hooded silhouette
& murmured sermons to my soul
The way you blame me
The way you shame me
You make me f..cking crazy
You make me f..cking crazy
A corpse in the doorway
Dried to leather
The floorboards buckle & groan
Moonlight drifts in & over me
As I descend the cellar stairs alone
The bunker is walled with concrete blocks
Empty rooms, iron cots
Whispered curses & broken prayers
Children roasting like pigs over open fires
Blowtorch nightlight
So you wanna see? Do you wanna see?
What I've done? What I've become?
I'm just like you; unthinking brute
I'm the bruise that never heals
I'm the swing that breaks
& frees the screams
You make me f..cking crazy
The way you complain
About the pain
You make me f..cking crazy
You make me f..cking crazy
Blowtorch nightlight
These three words
f..ck
YOU
FOREVER
I've slept in the depths of the devil's bed
To find you
To find you
You f..cking piece of shit
The way you complain
About the pain
You make me f..cking crazy
The way you rape my mental state
You make me f..cking crazy
Blowtorch nightlight
Burn bright burn bright
