Number One Son Not Me
Dry those tears I cried
My eyes don't see
I find I'm lost, I've changed again
Things changed again and I can't hide my state of mind from myself
As this place inside me feels the same I still can't numb the pain
I struggle with my mind unsure, I'm sure again
I know that's not like me
No, that's not like me though I think I'm feeling fine
No peace could set me free
I'm lost again
I'm blind again
I could need more time to figure out just how I'm feeling deep inside myself again
If I could only know my mind I would not need to change
Perception only lies to me
So I still need to struggle with my mind unsure, I'm sure again
I know that's not like me
No, that's not like me though I think I'm feeling fine
No peace could set me free
I'm lost again
I'm blind again
Did you notice me now I'm lost again?
I'm not me again
I'm not me
So you know I'll never give out
Give up this life
I will be who I've never been
Just not me
Did you notice me now I'm lost again?
I'm not me again
I'm not me
