Newdad Everything I Wanted
[Verse 1]
Left myself on the island
Didn't even try to fight it
Now I wake up blue, pulling out my hair
And I pick on you, handle me with care
[Verse 2]
Left my mind in a dark place
I can't correct my mistakes
Now I wake up red, never speak a word
Staying in my head, it's what I deserve
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't ignore
All of the signs I've had this feeling before
And I can't take back all the times
I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine
No it wasn't mine
[Chorus]
Need something else
Need something еlse
Cuz what I'm breathing in is toxic
I tell mysеlf
I tell myself
That it's everything I wanted
Everything I wanted
Everything I wanted
[Verse 3]
Lost myself in the city
Trying to make myself busy
So I threw myself right into the crowd
Cuz I needed help, should've asked around
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't ignore
All of the signs I've had this feeling before
And I can't take back all the times
I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine
No it wasn't mine
[Chorus]
Need something else
Need something else
Cuz what I'm breathing in is toxic
I tell myself
I tell myself
That it's everything I wanted
Everything I wanted
Everything I wanted
[Outro]
I tell myself
I tell myself
I tell myself
I tell myself
I tell myself
I tell myself
That it's everything I wanted
