Mountain Goats This Year
			I broke free on a saturday morning 
I put the pedal too the floor 
headed north on mills ave 
and listened to the engine roar 
my broken house behind me 
and good things ahead 
a girl named cathey 
wants a little of my time 
six cylinders underneathe the hood 
crashing and kicking 
aha! 
isten to the engine wine 
i am going to make it through this year 
if it kills me 
i am going to make it though this year 
if it kills me 
i played video games in a drunken haze 
i was seventeen years yound 
hurt my knuckles punching the machines 
the taste of scotch rich on my toung 
and then cathey showed up 
and we hung out 
trading swigs from a bottle 
all bitter and clean 
locking eyes 
holding hands 
twin high matinence machines 
i am going to make it through this year 
if it kills me 
i am going to make it though this year 
if it kills me 
i drove home in the califonia dusk 
i could feel the alcahol inside of me hum 
pictured the look on my stepfather's face 
ready for the bad things to come 
i down shifted 
as i pulled into the driveway 
the motor screeming out 
stuck in second gear 
the scene ends baddly 
as you might imagine 
in a cavalcade of anger and fear 
there will be feasting and dancing 
in jurusalem next year 
i am going to make it through this year 
if it kills me 
i am going to make it though this year 
if it kills me