Millyz Alone
[Verse 1]
Demons on my body, get 'em off me
Sometimes, I wonder how much it's gon' cost me
Even if I walked on water, they would cross me
This model bitch said, "Fuck me any way but softly"
Hundred people in this room, but I'm alone, oh
Oh, you don't love me? Tell me somethin' that I don't know
Explore my heart, but there's some places that I won't go
Yeah, and I fell in love with the rain
I like it better when it's stormy
Yeah, I slept in off depression, I can't get up in the morning
Lookin' in my soul and lately, I been tryna right all of my wrongs
As I'm happy just to say all in these songs
[Chorus]
And I don't know why everyone's calling on me
I popped me this pill 'cause I needed relief
I'm geekin' too hard, I cannot go to sleep
I'm itchin' my skin and I'm grittin' my teeth
God, can we speak?
[Verse 2]
'Cause I got way too many issues
I got way too many flaws
I won't blame you if you don't get involved
And I'ma stay in, tell 'em call the party off (I'ma stay in, tell 'em call the party off)
Yeah
[Chorus]
And I don't know why everyone's calling on me
I popped me this pill 'cause I needed relief
I'm geekin' too hard, I cannot go to sleep
I'm itchin' my skin and I'm grittin' my teeth
And I don't know why everyone's calling on me
I popped me this pill 'cause I needed relief
I'm geekin' too hard, I cannot go to sleep
I'm itchin' my skin and I'm grittin' my teeth
God, can we speak?
[Verse 3]
600 'Lac blacked out, darker than my soul
Before I ever break the code, I go and lock in with the bros (Yeah)
Bands on me in the venue while I'm rockin' in my shows (Frrt)
Capsule in my system and it got me in my mode
I bust a U-ey in my thoughts, cruise down memory lane (Memory lane)
On my road to riches, fake bitches screamin' my name (Blanco)
Physical and mental suffering, the meaning of pain (Yeah)
Depression runnin' through my bloodstream and bleedin' my veins
5 in the morning, I got nobody to call, I'm hopin' God's here
Lord, let me take the pain before you ever let my mom stress (Mama)
PTSD runnin' through my mind like Vietnam vet
And I don't think this life forever, shit, I'm ready for that long rest (Yeah)
Pistol by the armrest, rather get caught with it
And I appreciate the hatred, but I'm still my biggest critic (I'm still the biggest)
On my second cup of Quagen if we bein' specific (Yeah)
Walkin' down this lonely road and I'm too tired to kick it
[Chorus]
And I don't know why everyone's calling on me
I popped me this pill 'cause I needed relief
I'm geekin' too hard, I cannot go to sleep
Man
