Midwxst Myself
[Verse 1]
Been too busy lately
I'm travelin' nonstop, had a lot of time to think
And I've been feelin' crazy, 'cause my calls been gettin' blocked
Maybe this is all on me
[Pre-Chorus]
But I don't wanna take it there
No more blessings I can share, I just wanna fly away, away
Spread my wings and leave today
Ain't no hiding anyway, maybe I don't wanna change
[Chorus]
Myself, myself
I don't wanna change (Oh, no), I don't want to change, I don't wanna change (Oh-oh)
Myself, myself
I don't feel like changin' (No), it don't need explainin'
Myself, myself
I don't wanna change (Oh, no), I don't want to change, I don't wanna change (Oh-oh)
I don't feel like changin' (No), it don't need explainin' (No)
[Verse 2]
Not good at confrontation
'Cause I don't like to hear the truth or any confirmation
Of any of the bad things that I've said in conversation
I'm losin' patience, yeah
[Pre-Chorus]
But I don't wanna take it there
No more blessings I can share, I just wanna fly away, away (Just wanna fly away)
Spread my wings and leave today
Ain't no hiding anyway, maybe I don't wanna change
[Chorus]
Myself, myself
I don't wanna change (Oh, no), I don't want to change, I don't wanna change (Oh-oh)
Myself, myself
I don't feel like changin' (No), it don't need explainin'
Myself, myself
I don't wanna change (Oh, no), I don't want to change, I don't wanna change (Oh-oh)
I don't feel like changin' (No), it don't need explainin' (No)
[Verse 3]
I started showin' up and it ain't matter
Yeah-yeah
Feels like my kindness leads me to disaster
And that's not what I deserve
'Cause I been puttin' in work
I feel my heart in my nerves
I'm losin' track of my words
Guess second-guessin' won't hurt
My friends say I overthink when I know things might get worse
Pfft, there's some things you can't reverse
[Verse 4]
Don't wanna talk 'bout a thing, that's why I'm writin' this verse
'Cause I'm too fearful of trust, but that's just something I learned
I think I'm doin' my best, but I'm still under distress
Friends throw away my respect, it's never been 'bout no check
But my checks never bounce, just name off the amount
Still feel alone in town with everyone around
So I just roam around, know I just ride around
And I'm still by
[Chorus]
Myself, myself
I don't wanna change (Oh, no), I don't want to change, I don't wanna change (Oh-oh)
Myself, myself
I don't feel like changin' (No), it don't need explainin'
Myself, myself
I don't wanna change (Oh, no), I don't want to change, I don't wanna change (Oh-oh)
I don't feel like changin' (No), it don't need explainin' (No)
