Michael Guy Bowman Suicide Hotline
All the friends you used to know
Remember how it used to go
With you and them, and what they said
And what you're doing now instead
Swore that you would show 'em all
And leave behind the shopping malls
And water towers, and power lines
And climb as high as you can climb
You can't go back, you're up there now
You're too far out to just come down
There's nothing there to break your fall
And you can't bear you lose it all
Suicide Hotline
I'm supposed to care
But I don't
I see the stop sign
I should just wait there
But I won't
Suicide Hotline
It's more than I can bear
Fake a smile, punch a clock
Haul the garbage 'round the block
Give away another year
To proving why you're hanging here
Conversations never start
Regarding contents of your heart
Full to burst, but nothings changed
While all the world has rearranged
Around you in the center of
A halfway life you never loved
If you can't learn to love it now
What little's up could all come down
Suicide Hotline
I'm supposed to care
But I don't
I see the stop sign
I should just wait there
But I won't
Suicide Hotline
It's more than I can bear
I'm waiting for an arm to grab me
I'm looking for a net below
I don't see anybody waiting
I gotta let somebody know
Suicide Hotline
I'm supposed to care
But I don't
I see the stop sign
I should just wait there
But I won't
Suicide Hotline
It's more than I can bear
