Medulla Nocte Nothing For Second
Can't accept rewards that I've received
This fear of losing leaves it's scars on me
I'm sorry I didn't fit in
I'm sorry that I've got a complex
I'm sorry but my life is a joke
I'm sorry I seem to have failed you
I'm sorry that my life is a mess
I'm sorry but I don't have the answers
I'm sorry but I did my best
I'm sorry I can't take the shame
I'm sorry but no-one can help me
Strive for success, success, success....
The path I tread is one I have to follow
There's nothing for second, there's nothing for second
Still make the same mistakes [x4]
Despondent, this empty shell takes it's last breath
I feel the pain but I still enjoy it
One day is in confidence
The next is in fear
I think I'll just stay at home
Because the next I might not see the end of
What I thought that I loved I find I despise
It's killing me slowly, infront of my eyes
Try to win the race, the race, the race....
[repeat chorus]
The future is not all it's cracked to be
I just apologise for f..cking things up again [repeat]
Start, fight, defeat, again (oh no not again, not again)
Competitive to the last, still walk away with nothing, nothing....
Still make the same mistakes [x4]
I wasn't good enough [repeat]
And I apologize for f..ck all
