Lungless Exhale
I've taken every breath and tried to forget the fact that I'm still alive
The meanings and ideas of life seem to evade my mind
I became imperfection and inhaled the worlds poison
The words I can't find somehow can always find me
The words I can't speak somehow will always haunt me cause...
I'm hollow, but I took solace in your words
I'm afraid, but I can't seem to find the light
I'm silent, but you still linger in my veins
I'm sick, but the feeling has slipped away
I'm cold, but I still wear this veil of death
I'm torn, but I can't seem to mend my bones
I'm frail, but the glass still shows my skin
I'm hate, so forgive me for this
Pull in the air and finally let it go
Take it all back, take it all back
Pull in the air and finally let it out
Breathe it out, breathe it out, and finally exhale
This veil has finally been removed and now I can finally see
Oh how I was wrong, so very wrong
I've said it once and I'll say it again
I am an ugly man
But to think you're any better?
We'll just have to see
I became the third and final cut
I spent my time wondering and you spent it ignoring
My hands tremble and my mind shakes
I've lost the feeling to care for the bullshit that you call worry
I am a void, but you've never even tried to fill this space (give me some substance)
I've tried to breathe out, but these lungs just can't seem to inflate (let hope fail me)
Don't act like you've taken the higher road
But you're still in control of my every emotion and every desire
Like the puppet I always was
(Don't) this will finally end
(Act) with or without me
(Like) but my body will carry on
(You care) with or without you
