Joy Denalane Heaven Or Hell
[Intro: Raekwon (Talking)]
Yo, what it is, Man
What's going on, Man
Come on, Man
[Rap: Raekwon]
She dissed me when she walked out the door
She kissed me, louis luggage on the floor
Gazing, plus the room was misty
I felt a slight urge telling me to wisen up
I can't provise her
She's dead in her right
The don's a jiver
I lost the most powerful piece, my queen
Broke her heart in 66 ways, plus [? ] schemes
The only thing she left was a rose
And left the rolls in front of the bulding
Now how the f*** my pain not exposed
What happened, Man?
[Verse: Joy Denalane]
We done come to a point
Where it can't be denied no more
I don't even understand
What we're still in this for
I didn't mind the sacrifice to keep our love alive
But something that's so long ago just can't be revived
There comes a time when you gotta face the situation
And make a choice in life
We're caught up in a state of hesitation
And that just won't suffice
Don't get me wrong
I done thought this through, yeah
The way you hold me
Used to console me
Now all I feel is the empty in you
[Chorus:]
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe heaven cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life (with you, ooo)
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe heaven cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life
[Verse: Joy Denalane]
Yeah, Listen to me
You sang my praises everyday
You used to tell me how you needed me
I know how proud you were that day
I brought home my degree
But you had dreams and all I wanted was for you to see them through
And through it all I forgot
That I once had dreams too
I should of had the sense to pay attention
Cause someone told me too
The road to heaven is paved with good intentions
And Lord knows it's true
For years that I gave
Well they were in vain
Used to adore me
Now you ignore me
How could I know that we would end up this way
[Chorus:]
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe heaven cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life (I don't believe in heaven)
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe heaven cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life (with you)
[Bridge: Joy Denalane]
What hurts me most
Deep inside
Now that I'm letting go
You seem surprised
I watched your back for so many years now
You used to act like you were holding your career down
It's not the dreams
I kiss goodbye
It's that we used to be a team and now we live this lie
What's past is past
Now listen well
I'm leaving your ass cause I'm living in hell
[Chorus:]
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe heaven cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe heaven cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life
