Joey Jester Flashbacks (feat. A BA$H)
[Verse 1: A BA$H]
You don't know where I been at
Or how I'm still intact
Like PTSD I keep getting flashbacks
For times I ain't had none
I just follow my dream cuz my heart l can't trust now
Been hurt way too much now
Said you wouldn't leave so bitch where you at now
My heart is on frost now
Yeah, yeah
I am the greatest you ever seen do this
Legend in the making my life is a movie
Too many pains and wrongs
I put on a song so ya could see how I go through it
Like when it rains it pours, on my dead and gones
I put my hunnid in this music
Money can't change me now, the fame can not
I keep it 10 toes with my people
Mess with the gang and I turn to a reaper
My shooters got aim like like they got heat seekers (bow)
I need checks on my name like checks on my sneakers
If it's Bash with the gang they play in their speakers
Yeah, yeah
I wanted the fame, I wanted the money
Imma do anything else for it
[Bridge: Joey Jester]
Shaking my head
Don't say anything less than the price of my heart
They feeding the flame for all of the hate
I gotta stay in the dark
No strings attached
I cut all my ties
They left me for dead
It is what it is
No need for goodbyes
You said what you said
[Verse 2: Joey Jester]
Forgive and forget (forgive and forget)
I live in regret (I live in regret)
I did what I could, it came up and went
But why I'm still getting upset
They speaking they mind but don't know what's going through mine
A sign of the times
Constantly under the pressure of making vendettas
With people who really thought lesser of me (lesser than me)
Better keep sipping ya tea
Might as well press and delete
Lost in the world like I'm another memory
Keep getting thrown in the past they won't let me be
Made some decisions that threw me into this dimension
Lack of reception can't get any sleep
Flashback, setback, bashing myself for defeat
Stuck in my dreams I'm convinced
Aw shit I'm calling it quits (quits)
Stuck in a life where everything's gone wrong
But I can't reminisce (no)
I'm living a nightmare
I'm making adjustments
I'm just tryna function
Without all the ruckus
[Outro: Joey Jester]
I keep on getting these flashbacks
I keep on getting these flashbacks
I keep on getting these flashbacks
