Hot Mulligan Slumdog Scungillionaire
[Verse 1: Tades Sanville]
Bundled in a decorative blanket
Waiting for the heat to come on again
Dancing on the line from frozen
To seventy-two degrees
Snow looks nice in yellow light
Peace and quiet, keep still as you can
Rats in the alleyway
Salt marking up the floor
[Verse 2: Tades Sanville]
A light's gone out, back of the house
Could it wait for one more day now?
Well, what if it breaks?
I'm clumsy and can't handle anything
Tail always runs between my legs at the softest sound
Like I'm built to fall apart before I hit the ground now
[Verse 3: Tades Sanville]
So self-inflicted, I don't see the difference
From self-harm and incompetence
Head hung low, slept in my clothes
I'll fix the lights, just give it time
I'll delay as long as I can till the house goes dark
Let the pressure ring in my ears like a smoke alarm
[Verse 4: Tades Sanville]
What does that feel like?
Coming home proud of a job well done
No, something's not right
There's no satisfaction in it
[Bridge: Tades Sanville & Chris Freeman]
Sad to see the day's started
(I used to relax but it doesn't feel good anymore)
Cancer spreads, like I'm swallowed up
(I used to relax but it doesn't feel good anymore)
I used to relax but it
(There's no satisfaction in it)
[Verse 5: Tades Sanvile & Chris Freeman]
Stagnant, I pollute my environment
Plastic in your blood (There's no satisfaction in it)
Why would my father still love me?
I'm useless as his son (There's no satisfaction in it)
The cats come back for the bird it was goring
A punishment for being able to breathe
Come stay (Come stay a while)
Bones break (You fragile thing)
[Breakdown: Tades Sanville & Chris Freeman]
Hold still, I can show you
(Fear like you've never felt)
Only if they knew you
(How f..cking disgusting you are)
Hateful, useless coward
(Choke on the marigold)
Stay cold, die a failure
(A bottle won't help you escape)
[Outro: Tades Sanville]
Headache in the early morning
A cigarette and two Excedrin
Brushing off the steps to watch the birds and take a seat
Bright outside, melts off the ice
Brush my teeth, replace the light
