This Is Why Lyrics

Feeling like the clocks moving backwards again
Healing I don't wanna chase after
To show up for myself
Feels like a trap to me
I must need it badly

Feeling like the silence has done me well
Coast looks like the earth moving backwards
It asks me from its health, “what are you after?”
And I answer with my head low
“I don't know what I've been after, but I'm trying. I just keep trying
Must need it badly.”

Ooh, is this a conversation
That I'm merely caught in between?
On falling back in love with the land

Folding into my sensations
From all of the things I have loved
This is why
When I'm alone
In the woods
I'm at home
Cause I can see
All the things
That help me walk
An endless road

I know what I'm chasing after
And I'm trying
I just keep trying