Ethel Cain Janie
Hold me, smell of mildew
I wanna die in this room
I still shake
Just by nature
Easy to hate, easy to blame
Shoot me down
Come on, hurt me
I'm wide open and deserving
Please don't leave me
I'll always need more
Please leave open your most quiet door
I know she's your girl now
But she was my girl first
She was my girl first
I can see the end in the beginning of everything
And in it, you don't want me
But I still play pretend like I don't watch you leaving
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always
It's not looking good
But did it ever?
Low stakes, low faith
But I will wait
I will wait
I will wait
I will wait
You'll keep changing
I will stay the same
And turn the page
To find it blank
Except for my last name
I know you love her
But she was my sister first
