Ethan Jewell It's Over
The engineer of my heart has replaced her tools
Falling in love we were both just fools
He was the one, but I was protected
The feelings were there it just [?]
So she lays out her tools on the hole in my chest
And I stand up straight, tried to look my best
Her gaze rose right past me I'm stuck in the back seat
Desolate, empty mountains, clear busy cities
Sad songs and crying fountains, happy tunes, calm seas
I fall in this hole that I'm trapped in
The mistakes that I made and the joy that I'm like
We rise, we fall, we stride all in the moment; life's the sea, we're the tide
Up and down my happiness goes
The highs are not high, and the lows are too low
Before I met her, I didn't like the color yellow
But now I see it and it shines above
Not at all mellow
The sunflower that he puts in her hair
It lengthens the gap in my heart that I put there
The peddles from my broken soul fall to the ground
Nectar of pain drops all around
The buzzing of bees that wish for my death
These flowers, I may get rid of them yet
The broken raft in the sea of our hearts
My own thoughts and actions tour us apart
I'm sinking I'm drowning
You're smiling I'm frowning
It's over it's done this raft rips itself apart
My broken heart I'm left in the dark
It's all my fault
I'm playing the part
I'll laugh it off, but my soul has had enough
So I lay in this broken boat as the waves push me beneath the shark's feed on the blood from my head to my feet my health it depletes my connection it leaves my wishing you meet them you laugh and I plead
I've had enough
I'm not so tough, don't look at me
It's all a big bluff
It's over
It's over
It's over
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