Elliot Matsu Hard To Be Honest
All this hardness, it bangs my soul, but that ain't the road
And all your sweetness is wrapped in a dream, it ain't what it seems
But all this hardness, it softens and heals, it's making us feel
And all your excuses, pointless and fruitless, feeble and useless
And we know it's hard to be honest
And we go so far to be free
All my wishes, poisonous lies, the truth in disguise
All my memories are twisted and dyed the colors inside
All my freedom confused for a chain, I gave it a name
Oh this moment it burns like a flame and washes away
And we know it's hard to be honest
And we go so far to be free
Why I got to die inside to feel alive?
Why I got to feel the fire, burn away the lies?
Come confusion, show me what ain't, what ain't the way
My solution, the problems I make are one and the same
And we know it's hard to be honest
And we go so far to be free
