Elijah I Never Breathed In
To you was I
The birth of another mistake
To you was I
A disease born into your son
When I’ve ripped out the eyes
The only eyes that ever looked up to you
When I grown the legs
That stand up to you
But you still hold my throat
You still hold me down
I can’t even look you in the eyes
Because I’ve lied
Because I’ve lied to you
And every night I’ve spent
I spend unloved
Knowing I might become you
Did I ever stand a chance
When you wouldn’t let me grow?
You wouldn’t let grow
