Downstait This Is My Life
Sick and tired of these little punks
No way, no how I'll just turn away
It's everyday that I can't control
All the things I do, all the things I say
This time I will hold it down
I won't give in, I won't go insane
But I can't control my brain
Filled with sorrow, hate, rage, and pain
Take a look at the beginning
When I strayed so far away
Back when everything was working
There was still just you and me
Now I'm standing here with nothing
Left to lose or left to gain
Everyday I feel like dying
I can't seem to find my way
This is my life
These arms are broken now
From beating down the door
Afraid of who I was
Afraid of knowing more
My life is tearing up
The feelings that freed
My heart is colder
Waiting for my hands to bleed
So much damage has been done
To everyone I've ever known
Never knew what I was doing
Never meant to bring it home
And though yesterday still lingers
Empty bottles ease the pain
Let the past slide through my fingers
I'm the only one to blame
This is my life
These arms are broken now
From beating down the door
Afraid of who I was
Afraid of knowing more
My life is tearing up
The feelings that freed
My heart is colder
Waiting for my hands to bleed
I see my face in your eyes (I see my face in your eyes)
And I know what I regret
But I can't change what I am
And what I am is empty
This is my life
This is my life
These arms are broken now
From beating down the door
Afraid of who I was
Afraid of knowing more
My life is tearing up
The feelings that freed
My heart is colder
Waiting for my hands to bleed
These arms are broken now
From beating down the door
Afraid of who I was
Afraid of knowing more
My life is tearing up
The feelings that freed
My heart is colder
Waiting for my hands to bleed
