Death Before Dishonor Hopeless
My heart's been broken
again, again and again
the troubles I face
never seem seem to end.
I walk alone
down a dead end road
the troubles of my past
won't leave me alone.
Rejection is so unfair,
you act like you don't even care.
Detest me for what I've done,
you look down upon me as if I'm wrong.
You lie to believe
only to justify yourself to deceive.
Despise what you see,
trying so hard to escape reality.
Your words don't make sense to me, hopeless,
your feelings are hard to believe, hopeless.
Am I just drowning in my own fears
or stuck on the past eight years.
You've taken all that's left of me
making it hard for me to see.
Now I must face the facts
and inilate a hated past.
Rejection is so unfair,
you act like you don't even care.
Detest me for what I've done,
you look down upon me as if I'm wrong.
You lie to believe
only to justify yourself to deceive.
Despise what you see,
trying so hard to escape reality.
your words don't make sense to me, hopeless,
your feelings are hard to believe, hopeless.
Should I forget all the good times that we had?
Should I regret all the memories that went bad?
