Cxrpse Reminiscing
I remember i was young
I ain't feel any pain
Used to play with my friends
And i hated the rain
Then i was an adult
Thats the day shit changed
All the color in the world
Watched it fade to grey
I used to wish that i was older
Maybe things would be better
Now its clouds over my head
Always rainin for weather
I could sit and talk about
All the cheese and the cheddar
But money never meant shit
In fact its my biggest stresser
I wish i never grew up
I wish i woulda stayed a kid
Wish i didn't have regrŠµts
Of all the shit that i did
All the peoplŠµ i hurt
The opportunities i missed
All the time that passed
While i sat and reminisced
I wish i could go back
Wish i never took a drink
Used to down a whole bottle
Just so i wouldn't think
Used to chase around
Dreams
That got washed down the sink
Drinking suicidal thoughts
I never wanted a shrink
I hope my parents'll
Be proud of what they made
Hoping that they won't look
At my life as a mistake
Every single day im
Tryna make a f..cking change
Lay me down to sleep
I pray to god my soul to take
