Crucifix Forgotten
[Verse 1]
I'm feelin' like... uselessness
I'm feelin' like, there's nothing I can do
To make me feel alive, when I'm this far from You
I can't take this life and make it make any sense
I can't make it right... so still I ride this fence
Torn between the God I love and the memories of my sin
But every time I fail is a reminder that I need you again
[Chorus]
Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten
[Verse 2]
This life that I hate... still walkin' in the shadows of my mistakes
My sin, in my face... still livin' in this past I can't erase
I'm a broken life, put back together by You
Yet it's this broken life that I keep on runnin' to
I know it's gotta be just sympathy that got You holdin' onto me
I've been wrong for so long... I don't know what You see in me
[Chorus]
Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten
[Verse 3]
I'm hangin' on the edge...
Somewhere in the middle of this war in my head
I'm tryin' to walk a line...
Pretending everything is fine
When I'm dead inside. It's just a piece of me I let nobody know
I'm so tired of chasin' You to let You go...
I can't take it no more, cuz each time that I leave
Is like steppin' in a world with no air to breathe
I'm on my knees is shame, cryin' out Your beautiful name!
[Chorus]
Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten