Closed Heart Surgery Plastik
And everytime i stand
I fall back down
Bleeding, healing
Waiting to come around
And everytime i land
It hurts even more
Reaching for the handle
Of a closed door
I check the rear view mirror
Like it's got all the answers
Looking up ahead
Seems pointless i can't answer
The phone or the messages
Or any type of contact
I miss it the most
The heat from the contact
The numbers keep coming
The drummer keeps drummin'
I'm wanna start running
I'm ready to start runnin'
Chase my breath
Don't want what comes next
Comparing new people to you
And that's not the best
Of it, i loved it how
You started to cry
Reveal an ounce of loss
Before i left for the night
It was the most saw
Of a heart inside you
I've met people for a day
That hug harder than you
You're afraid, scared
Cold and alone
Singing in the same key
With a different tone
You could have said please
With a blow so low
You hit damn hard
And i'm stronger than most
And everytime i stand
I fall back down
Bleeding, healing
Waiting to come around
And everytime i land
It hurts even more
Reaching for the handle
Of a closed door
You wanna touch the bruise
You pick at the scab
You wanna break the bone
You wanna sign the cast
We did't last
And neither did this
You're worthless now
And so is a friendship
You're kiddin' yourself
With a lack of color
And remember to laugh
Everytime you stutter
With the digital toys
The clean cut boys
Your oversized coat
And robot voiced throat
How are the parties
The people and the liquor
How are the drugs
That you need to get thinner
It's all part of the deal
You without me
Me without you
Is gettin' harder to do
Still haven't got a clue
What it was this time
Like what's new with you
And who's hand replaced mine
Still can't believe
That it's come to this
Retracin' old steps
That i'm bound to miss
And everytime i stand
I fall back down
Bleeding, healing
Waiting to come around
And everytime i land
It hurts even more
Reaching for the handle
Of a closed door
