Citizen Soldier Let Me Let Go
[Verse 1]
If today was my funeral tell me what would you say?
Would you think less of me for ending all of my pain?
'Cause I'm so sick of trying to explain
Would you think of me fondly like a soldier at war?
Or the coward that could not let you down anymore?
'Cause lately this life don't feel worth fighting for
[Chorus]
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yеah, you would let me let go
But you'll nеver know
[Verse 2]
There's a house that's on fire deep inside of my mind
I've been stuck in the wreckage, I was taught I should hide
There's an open window, smoke is getting high
It's gonna tear me to pieces being forced to decide
Do I jump like a failure, let it burn me alive?
Should I feel guilty for running out of time?
[Chorus]
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know...
[Bridge]
My pain
Or see through this smile
I still fake 'til it's all too late
All I have to say
[Chorus]
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know
