Christian Alexander So High
I'm so high, I don't want to feel this anymore
I'm too far gone
Cause I'm so high, I don't want to feel no more
Hope that I'm still here in the morning
You should know this
Not to take it
So I took it
Now I'm shaking
Gotta face this
Now you naked
I'm crying on your couch
I'm losing my mind
My bodies aching
I spent a week outside the wide door [?]
Feeling so paranoid, afraid to feel that for you
'cause
I'm so high, I don't want to feel this anymore
I'm too far gone
Cause I'm so high, yeah this feels like a rush, a touch, lust, a f..ck
All that stalking
This will grab a hold of me
Anxiety, it's hard to breath
The person that I want to be
I've lock myself inside
'Cause I don't wanna try and fight it
'Cause I don't and I gotta push on
And I know that I gotta try
If I don't then I might as well just give up while I can
'Cause it's just not easy on me baby
I hope that maybe you can save me
I just wanna feel right
Tryna' get bye
You're not alright
I should close my eyes
I can't see straight
I guess [?]
I guess it's too late to turn around try again
I desire to be someone good
Hmm think I need to wash this clean
Looking in my camera and all I see
Somebody [?] lessen the weather
I think I'm kind of sick, yeah
And I need to change my life real quick, hmm
I'm so high, I don't want to feel this anymore
I'm too far gone
Cause I'm so high, I don't want to feel no more
Hope that I'm still here in the morning
