Cast Aside Racecar Theory
you're my life line. the ones i turn too. for all that
it's a phase of three years. just don't touch or look at
me. the restraints drive me to pull farther in the other
direction. just don't touch or look at me. regardless i
love your faults and all. i know i don't make it easy.
and i'm sorry i throw things when i'm mad. it cuts my
heart to think i'm the reason you cry. i'm not the model
child well touche. think deeper than the words. feel what
i'm saying. your job is almost over. you've raised me
well. it's time now to hand over the reigns. it's time
now. it seems like the people you live with should know
you better than anybody else. why does it seem like it's
the hardest to act real around your own family. it's sad
we don't even know each other. where did you go. that
time you got in a fight with mom. you're such a failure.
waste of time. i'm not immature. that's you always
craving all the attention. just leave me alone. i don't
f..cking care anymore about your day. no i don't care
anymore. i'm sorry its not like when i was small. i'm
sorry i changed. it's never going to be okay. stop trying
to make me go back to the way it was (the last time we
tried this we fought all day. you yelled my name. a tv on
the couch. these late nights. this show sucks. half full
cup. half empty plate. right and it's not like i don't
try to make them happy. and be worth while. cause its not
worth my time. and why do they always leave the bathroom
door open. it's not worth my while. let's go. i am on
this couch all alone. i'm tired of the times i cry all
night. i don't know what else i can do. so now)
