Bonkaz Easier (feat. Paige Lihya)
[Verse 1]
Yeah
Struggling to stay awake
Drinking coffee til I get the shake
Stuck in this depressive state
I really hope it's just a phase
You wouldn't make me leave my bed
If you could see what's in my head
Reading invitations that these people send
Thinking maybe I should sleep instead
Just look at everybody else
Handling their problems well
Can't find nobody that I wanna tell
They wouldn't get me so I got myself
[Chorus]
Maybe I should get myself a counselor
Anonymous so I don't feel ashamed
Maybe I just need to be around some love
Maybe this is all inside my brain
Tell me it's gonna get easier
I can't be the only one with these questions
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with depression
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with these questions
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with depression
[Verse 2]
Still struggling to stay awake
Just got a text message that made my day
I tried to drink the pain away
But I just couldn't take the taste
Maybe I should pull myself together
I know how to be happy I just need to remember
Self-inflicted pain with all this pressure
All these expectations got me under the weather
But f..ck it I ain't dying
Nobody ain't perfect why do I keep trying?
I should just keep writing
That's like my medication no doctor can't supply it
[Chorus]
Maybe I should get myself a counselor
Anonymous so I don't feel ashamed
Maybe I just need to be around some love
Maybe this is all inside my brain
Tell me it's gonna get easier
I can't be the only one with these questions
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with depression
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with these questions
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with depression
[Verse 3]
The grass ain't always greener over there
Keep watering you'll see them don't be scared
Please don't ever think nobody cares
Why be selfish with a problem you could share?
Sometimes it gets darker before you find the light
Sometimes it gets harder just promise me you'll fight
Acknowledge all the people that keep you in their minds
Just in case you ever feel like no one's on your side
I know two things for certain
Everybody's learning and everybody's
Hurting don't feel like you're alone
You think everybody's perfect
You think everybody's fine but that's just what they show
[Chorus]
Maybe you don't really need a counselor
Maybe you don't need to take the blame
Look inside yourself and you can find the love
Learn to use your heart and not your brain
I promise it gets easier
I can't be the only one with these questions
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with depression
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with these questions
Tell me it gets easier
I can't be the only one with depression