Blue Monday Lost And Found
I can still remember that night like it was yesterday. We
sat out on that deck until the sun broke and found out
that we weren't alone with the shit we held inside. Those
were the days when friends were the ones kept me alive.
Stick together just a bunch of f..cked up kids. From day
one brought together to go down together. Stick together
watch this life tear us apart destroying ourselves was
the only was we knew to survive. And I will never forget
that night when I made my first real friends. The words
we spoke echoes in every corner of my life. And I know we
didn't choose each other we just had no where else to
fit. But shit gets complicated and no matter how hard we
tried we couldn't hang on as life wore us down. And from
that night on I watched it all disintegrate. In a
desperate need to escape ourselves we f..cking threw it
all way. It makes me so sick to know that not a single
stran of what we had is left between us. And I would like
to be there for all of them but I'm not the only one who
got out. And I refuse to stand by and watch them slowly
die.
