Blindwish Cold Shoulders
What would you do if everything you've ever wanted
Was the reason that you couldn't sleep?
What would you say if everything you've ever hated
Slept in your bed
Stealing the air that you breathe?
It's hard to feel like
Heaven's close when
The devil lives next door
But now I'm moving on
I let you in to build me up
Just to tear me down
I let you in to build me up
Just to watch be drown
You paint that smile on your face
'Cause it's your favorite hiding place
But I'll find you
I'll always be the one you
Fought to lose
Was I too much for you?
I didn't need to hear it
You said it loud and clear when
You withdrew yourself from my life
I watched you do so much for others
But can the others say the same?
At least you have one another
You can both share in the blame
But now I'm moving on
I let you in to build me up
Just to tear me down
I let you in to build me up
Just to watch be drown
You paint that smile on your face
'Cause it's your favorite hiding place
But I'll find you
I'll always be the one you
Fought to lose
If I hear you singing along
You'll be, you'll be admitting you're wrong
If there is one thing I know that is sad
It's I'm better than you'll ever have
Fight it, deny it
You know that you're lying
When you say they're better than me
Cause I need something more
Than cold shoulders and closed doors
Cause I mean so much more
Than the drop in the bucket
That you fell in love with
It's hard to feel like
Heaven's close when
I let you in to build me up
Just to tear me down
I let you in to build me up
Just to watch be drown
You paint that smile on your face
'Cause it's your favorite hiding place
But I'll find you
I'll always be the one you
Fought to lose
I'll always be that piece you couldn't chew
I'll always be the one you fought to lose
